I came home from Germany feeling much better, both physically and mentally, and spent a lovely few days with my sister Belinda, nephews, and family friends at Bwthyn Bach, our cottage in mid-Wales.
Back in London I met my specialist nurse at the Marsden, and updated her about my treatment in the clinic. She confirmed that the medical team there are OK with me continuing to have treatment under Dr Herzog, and that they are happy to do my weekly blood tests as well as deal with any problems in between visits to Germany. Communication with doctors at the Marsden has been a bit frustrating at times, as I'm under the care of a big team and tend to see a different doctor each time.That was part of the reason I looked to the German clinic for a more personalised approach, but I've in no way cut my ties with the NHS: I pass on all correspondence and scans in both directions, and I'll have a review here, probably in October. Although the overall consultant is somewhat sceptical about therapies which don't yet have a gold-standard evidence base, I'm hoping that the UK medical team might become more interested in the German approach over time.
In the meantime, I go back to Dr Herzog's clinic for 10 days in mid-September, for another chemoembolisation in conjunction with all the other therapies, and a review of their effectiveness, in order to plan the next phase of treatment. In any case, whether it involves more chemo or just maximising the functioning of my immune system and general health, I anticipate further visits to the clinic, and I'm very happy to transfer the active part of my care to Dr Herzog for the time being.
Sylvia - your blog is truly inspirational. Your strength, character and sense of humour shine through. It is essentially very humbling to read. Onwards and upwards - wishing you all good things ahead. Amanda (Smith - from school!)xx
ReplyDeleteDear Sylvia, I feel awful that I had no idea you were going through all this. I am glad to hear that you have approached your diagnosis with the vigour and energy with which you have always approached life! I am wishing you continued strength, smiles, holidays and music (what a tonic). With much love, Matilda xxx
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ReplyDeleteGreat blog! I have been a bit slack with mine since I left the clinic, probably because I have to look after the girls now! You have motivated me to continue...... We are safely back in Oz and just getting over jet lag, I was looking at flights for my next visit in November today! Take care, love Linda xx
Hi there, what a bugger I am so slack since I posted your first 'mail' on wed last week so will be very out of date when you get there in a couple of weeks to read it...I am lovin' this Blogging business - fab photo's - is the weather that good in Germany all the time?!?
ReplyDeleteGood to know you're back for a bit, will try to slot myself in....?
Mucho Love - Emma
Sylvia - I'm so glad you've decided to write a blog. You are constantly in my thoughts, and I've been wondering how your German excursion went. So thanks for the updates! I wish you cont'd strength with lots of grace, hope and humour. All my best wishes and love, Stuart. ps. keep playing that fiddle!
ReplyDeleteYou are so positive, Sylvia. A great inspiration! I have never posted a comment on a blog before so you can see that you are opening up new challenges for me. I shall try to log in frequently to read your news as you are so often in my thoughts. God bless you,dear. Lots of love from Margaret (sent from Colin's computer in St Andrews where I am staying at present)
ReplyDeleteHi Sylvia - this is a great idea and really well done. Truly inspirational. You know that I am working everyday with people with serious illness, and it makes me think how I would cope if it were me. Well what a model you are - if I coped half as well I would be proud. Keep strong honey. Loads of love. Elena xxx
ReplyDeleteWhat an impressive blog! Bit new to this, but I think you have got the levels exactly right in terms of the amount of information and detail and your own emotions. Very well done! I am sure it will be a very effective way of communicating which isn't too wearing on you.
ReplyDeleteI wish that you hadn't had to go through all this - it has been so tough and involved a complete upheaval of most of what used to be your normal life - but I am really proud of how bravely and uncomplainingly you have coped and of your determination to fight back against this horrible disease. You didn't deserve to have it, but you certainly have earned your current much improved state of health! Keep up your good work!
Much love, Belinda xx
The detail and insight you offer is an inspirational mix of objectivity and personal revelation. It would be an emotionally engaging account from a complete stranger. From one who (despite the passage of time and distance!) remains a fondly remembered friend, it is both challenging and comforting, and deeply, deeply moving. If you can keep your physical strength and emotional courage up, you will do well. Love as ever, Oliver. (And the photo of you and B is fantastic!)
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